Before his apparent suicide on Saturday, rapper Freddy E posted a series of disturbing messages on Twitter, including "I love you" messages to his mom and dad, and one asking for forgiveness from God.
Freddy E, born Frederick Eugene Buhl, was 22 years old. Medical examiners ruled the cause of death a self-inflicted gunshot wound. CBS News reports some fans think the suicide spawned from a failed relationship with rapper Honey Cocaine (see video).
Annnd, my day is ruined.— Freddy E. (@Freddy_E) January 5, 2013
Ain't nobody thirsty... -_-— Freddy E. (@Freddy_E) January 5, 2013
Fuck... my... life.— Freddy E. (@Freddy_E) January 5, 2013
I'm about to delete my twitter in a second... 3— Freddy E. (@Freddy_E) January 5, 2013
This day couldn't get any worse...— Freddy E. (@Freddy_E) January 5, 2013
I'm sorry...........— Freddy E. (@Freddy_E) January 5, 2013
Smoked my first pack of cigarettes today... been a long time since I've gone through heart break. It's a cold unforgiving world if I do say.— Freddy E. (@Freddy_E) January 5, 2013
It's all bad y'all...— Freddy E. (@Freddy_E) January 5, 2013
Cruising in the 300 Chrysler. Wishing the world could be a little brighter. But all I can seem to find is this lighter. It's all bad y'all.— Freddy E. (@Freddy_E) January 5, 2013
If there's a God then He's calling me back home. This barrel never felt so good next to my dome. It's cold & I'd rather die than live alone.— Freddy E. (@Freddy_E) January 5, 2013
It's... all... bad... y'all. *puts finger around trigger*— Freddy E. (@Freddy_E) January 5, 2013
I love you Mom.— Freddy E. (@Freddy_E) January 5, 2013
I love you Dad.— Freddy E. (@Freddy_E) January 5, 2013
I love you Katherine.— Freddy E. (@Freddy_E) January 5, 2013
God... please forgive me.— Freddy E. (@Freddy_E) January 5, 2013
I'm sorry.— Freddy E. (@Freddy_E) January 5, 2013
The final video Freddy E posted on his YouTube channel featured dark lyrics: